It seems like the world keep throwing all these challenges to me. I've heard a billion times "God will not give you something too hard to handle." But I just can't seem to make out, why me? At this timing? I'm just trying to enjoy life and the world isn't letting me have that. (Boy, I sound like a whiny child) I don't voice out all my problems to people. Being a total INFP-T who just bottles it up until I explode, but till then I keep it in. Which is why I'm facing all the shit I didn't want to face/put aside/forgot now. Not forgetting how everyone else around me is probably affected by my moody attitude. I feel that my brain is inhaling itself. There's a war up there I can't control. And my heart, just does it's job to keep me alive. To keep me breathing. I don't feel that I'm a human these days, rather a black cloud or thunder that ruins everyone's day. Also trying to reduce the number of scars appearing on my wrist. I...